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Model: Natsumi

This photograph is not supposed to be glamour, beauty or cool, but this is a fact of life in Japan that so many young people have tried to commit suicide one time or another. As outsiders, we see Japan as a very happy place but if you go deeper into their lifestyle you would meet lots of people who are mentally ill and depressed. During my 3 months stay in Japan I have met 6 people in person who had cut marks on their wrists and I have seen many many others in the streets.

Well, they are the REAL Suicide Girls, sadly.

Her story: The person whom she loved and shared everything disappeared one day with all the money in her bank account that she worked very hard to save. She was a beautician for Shiseido. So all of a sudden she had zero in her bank account . She got into a depression and moved back in with her family. At the time I met her, she was in town to make a police report for the 3rd time for the guy who fleed with her money. They couldn't find him. After she got sick , she lost her job, the doctors prevented her to work, she lost so much weight, at the time she was 34kgs. She had a big bottle of Shochu ( a Japanese alcoholic drink ) in her hand and was drinking in the afternoon the first time I met her in a park. She talked to me. She showed me her old photos where she looked so different and happy. We became good friends later on. But now I lost contact with her, she has disappeared as well. She was 24 years old.
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Suicide Girls by `hakanphotography

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:iconraynehale:
I'm crying. This is so so sad. But it's really great artwork.
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:icondancincow161:
So, so sad. Despite her disappearing, you've managed to capture her soul here. And absolutely beautifully!
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:iconfunky-budha:
~FunKy-bUdhA Mar 1, 2011  Professional Photographer
zor be dostum.. bu hayat çoklarına pek zor... :(
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:iconmaggy-lovi-love:
u.u oh vamos yo se bien que en este mundo muchas veces pareciera que no hay salida y que todo se esta llendo a la mierda, pero tu tienes tu propia vida y eso es algo que ni un millon de guerras o diez mil tormentas te va a quitar!! el puro hecho de estar vivo deberia ser suficiente para sentirte inmensamente feliz :D no importa que a tu alrededor haya tanto dolor y desesperación, si tu te puedes mantener en pie y sonreir el mundo es un lugar mejor ;D .....fuera de eso y despues de mi discurso motivacional esta es una genial imagen, representa mucho del actual Japon n.n
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:iconshakeitdry:
thank you so much for sharing this. i keep telling kids that it's not cool or pretty. they don't listen
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:icondaniellewick:
I'm using a thumbnail of this to feature this piece here: [link]

Thank you for the inspiration!
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:iconbabyannam:
im so sorry you lost contact....
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:iconlordofpastries:
~LordOfPastries Nov 1, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
so beautiful and heartbreaking.
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:iconingramsizz:
terrifying, and she's such a beautifull girl!
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:icon8spyroncynder8:
Suicide is sad, just sad. :C
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